Love that there won't be time(two)
Posted on November 26, 2009 - 9:42 PM
I catch up with helplessly, " walk, I make low-downly, worry, OK? "
"Regarding as you has some conscience. "
"Of course. "
The next day, I became the national treasure, had in the classroom in mind and enclosed coming black, the classmates were all laughing at me, only she does not have. However, if it was before, she must take pleasure in other's misfortune first, it is abnormal to be used to hers. I just wanted to go over to see her, heard a classmate and smiled: "A pair of national treasures, oh "
Oh, so, I have taken aim secretly, she, unexpectedly she blushes.
(4)
Time flashed, a new academic year arrived. Has never expected that still can be of the same class with her, different past ones are: It is the third day, everybody becomes busy. Though still often spread out of my miserable cry in the classroom, but compared with the past, have already lacked N time. All of us perceive time urgent already, again can't like wanton.
At dusk one day, invite me to go to the playground to take a walk small and graceful, the pressure of study is too large, it is angry to breathe too once in a while, enjoy the baptism of some nature. We have sat down on the lawn. Little and graceful to ask which middle school I want to do in the test, I say it is certainly a focal point in the county, but it seems that one's own ability is insufficient. Small to smile while being graceful, then in silence, see the setting sun that fall gradually that silent, picture what does it think, I want to ask, but seem that there is of anything on my throat, then I am in silence, just accompanying her silently, looks at the setting sun, until that time dropping. In fact we knew each other at that time, would say good-bye soon, will say good-bye to carefree life, say good-bye to noisy day, say good-bye to this all
(5)
After examination while rising, I can not achieve one's goal and is admitted to the focal point in the county, have been only admitted to an ordinary high school, but " Live up to the people's expectations " Have entered the key class of the district of main school, and has been admitted to with the same school of mine small and graceful, but she is in the branch school district very much far from me, so is unable to meet, can only the connection comes in communication way.
Little to write among letter while being graceful, " six A, kind to miss you, might as well think of that period of life making a fun all day of the past. How does it I wonder, it is very much sentimental for me to become, so the tears. Because perhaps lonely, as the company of old friend's old classmates, let me not know now what is to be done. Oh But you fail to see ugly kind that I cried, otherwise you will certainly take pleasure in other's misfortune " Having read the little and graceful letter, my nose is a little sour, eyes have been already moist too. In a new environment, the company of few friends, there are unavoidably many hearts one is lonely
Refer to thing in the past little, mention until how about how classmate in the class get along among little graceful letter in the future, teacher treat how 's topic is she gradually getting many, mention she boy of desk how about " maltreat " her often still again ,Receive letter of her each time, I always first people comes to the playground to take a walk. Here is very spacious, very quiet, only hear the worm song at night. I breathe the fresh air heartily, crash into each night in the past heartily, crashing into that bright memory, I think, there should be another one " six of A " too now Let's live replacing me under her authority painfully.
(6)
Arrive again new a academic year, because very diligent in usual, achievement glide, " demote " I Have entered the ordinary class. Perhaps it is Heaven's arrangement sedulously, the starting point position that we get back to the past again (same class, same relative position - -Upper and lower desks) . We both are very surprised at the beginning, no one expects " enemy " in the past Unexpectedly has met again, has seemed not to change anything. Small graceful or old sample, bully once seeing me, say: "A is six, we are still really that enemies are bound to meet on a narrow road, oh I will look after you carefully in the future, you want it a bit more carefully, oh "Then in I fists littles with her,one face the broken to smile,at this moment I feel by slight chill in the air of back already (emit by cold sweat direct) . I see, on following year, I destine, want until she whole and getting miserable, but dark dark happiness since in the heart, have kind speak feeling that come out. Perhaps youthful era, is always full of inconceivable fairy tales.
Ask me whether I have miss her small and graceful, I am smiling, " No That deceives you, oh "She has smiled, then keep silent, as desolate just like that while seeing the setting sun together as that year. She is in silence, I am in silence too. Having refused to budge for a long time, she broke silence and opened one's mouth first at last. She asks whether can get back to the past, gets back to that kind of day making a fun all day, got back to that kind of day grinning from ear to ear all day, but grew up, it is difficult to find the feeling in the past again. Looking at her deep appearance, really very beautiful, I can't help looking at her dully close to her, have lived in attraction with deep glamour sent out on one's body by her. This is my first time to look at her close in this way, only about ten centimetres. She is given a start by my move. Lean against backward at once, there is a little awkwardness on the face, there is ruddy a little, then smile and say brimmingly:
"What's the matter, what is distracted for the hair, where am I unnatural? This little lecher of yours is made crazy by me, eh? "
"It is smug to lack, someone will be made crazy by you. Unless in whole world girl die light, otherwise be never made crazy by the dinosaur, need only to scare. " My honest way.
"Sure, you, bet my dinosaur, see how I punish you! " Begin a sleeve after finishing saying. I start running and run, her shout sound comes behind, " don't run, Wei's son of a rabbit of yours! " I often went back indefinitely to have a look excessively, then she stopped not to chase suddenly, I have stopped too, guess she wants to do, and unexpectedly she has squated, shout: "Ah You run without thinking I speak to you again! " Have no way, put hands up, go over towards her, " it is still not all right to surrender. " She seizes my ears,
"See you run Moan "
"Ah I will not run I will not run You go all out quickly, go all out "
"Will say afterwards I will be tried by the dinosaur, it is goodlooking that have you. "
"It is to be. "
"Moreover, have you seen the dinosaur as beautiful as me? "
"Have not I seen such a beautiful dinosaur for the first time, oh "
She is distracted, " it is good, talk in a roundabout way to say me, see and employ. " She seizes my ears, " the old mother does not run riot, are you a disease cat as me? "
"Ah, No, the small one dare not. "
Look at the appearance of a pair of little women of hers, banter so that I laugh continuously
(7)
"Bell ",Have studied independently and finished class late. At this night, I do not know whether to take medicines by mistake, unexpectedly want to see her back to the dormitory, perhaps I know that should treasure the day when get along, so in the night, I decide to be partial to spending envoys being it once.
I say in front of going to youngly and gracefully: "Small and graceful, let me see you back to the dormitory. "
She has smiled, " you often said too in the past that would see me back to the dormitory, had not fulfilled once. In memory, you seem to send me off once at the second day, do not have afterwards, always slip away early. " Speak in tone, can recognize her, perhaps.
And it is often non- decent just like that that I have no peace, just to be simple " go " the sentence .
A frank one very quiet night in the campus, other classmate class is over, run smooth light, only a little diligent students are making great efforts to strive. In the long corridor, only hear our sound of one's walking reverberating, she walks in the front, walk I in after,each other in silence, go straight like this.
While passing the playground, we see indistinctly that there are a pair of students " lovers " Hitting kiss, and very thick with each other, even someone, through not knowing, we have smiled simultaneously the sound just bothers to the household. The little graceful hands which hold me run, because we know, with what kind lively expression in one's eyes are those two students' union " killed " We die, though can not see their expression, very angry that it is sure to know.
After a section of roads ran, we stop to have a rest, then continue going, silence before getting back to again. Suddenly, she stopped living, " arrived! "
"Oh, arrive. " How do not I have to realize, because find their dormitory really too near, will then arrive soon. When I am answering to plan to leave excessively, she stopped me suddenly, " six of A, thank you for sending me to come back, see you tomorrow! "
"See you tomorrow! "
The next day, she came to the classroom, eyes were red, obviously crying last night. With one's head low, move towards one's own seat straight. I can't bear to see her such aly, then turn head and banter her,
"What's the matter? Have cried? What a the red one of eyes. Oh I put up a good show last night, move you, get, cry, I display good enough, have let you down? "
"Someone has cried, you are crying for, I only let the sand blow into eyes because of carelessness. "
"Well Don't say yes and mean no, and the reason of you too getting rotten, household with getting rotten you bring, spend even, change one to listen to. "
"What, believe it or not! " You hang on to stubbornly refuse to admit.
"OK fine,will put up a good show later I, so as not to letting others not afforded to give. "
She " oh " Place laugh at, " talkative on you "
After hitting that, unless is busy, she is very glad naturally to nearly send her to go back everyday, just, some hearsay is much too. But the normal contacts that do not hinder from between us, make a fun equally, laugh heartily equally, do not have happy day to pass by equally. But while making a fun each time, I either ears seized by her are " cuffed and kicked" by her ,Or is caught once arbitrarily by her again, the winner is her forever.
(8)
Make a fun in, in the laughter, time is flowing through silently.
Senior Three, will enter university, we do not have in the same class, chances contacted are few naturally, did not even see once until one week. Ask me for that university of her newspaper of newspaper small and graceful, I have looked, the just ordinary university, I have not made a report on that university, because I am unreconciled to giving up
Meet her graduate the party for the last time, she dresses up very beautifully in the night, " later on " still Liu Ruoying with my chorus. After the party, I have not sent her to go back, just stay and continue drinking and making a fun with several schoolboys. How the night is later on passed, I do not remember, only remember the mood at that time was very bad, the ones that have risked one's life are drinking, escape the reality that will be finished the life of high school ceaselessly. It was the second day to be dim
I should give to her the night perhaps, because of after the the night, I have not seen her again, she is like air, disappear from evaporation of human world. I try, make a phone call to she, but she family speak she hit the engineering on vacation, but does not know where to go, because she is unwilling to tell anyone. Later, I be there several she house, but each time disappointed to go back, in fact, I there are a lot of that were not found time to speak inside the heart, I'm afraid that has already had no chance. In this way, we have not left any contact way each other, have not left any souvenir, love only too late to leave and that section of bright memory of making a fun.
And then thread
Some day of university life, I received a letter, the handwriting how to be familiar with, I compel, want, disassemble, come, watch waiting for, but at this moment also getting timid, in these days, it is the miss so, she.
Six of A:
The exhibition letter is good! Do not know whether you forget this old friend of mine, oh Everything that I can still remember the past. Have not then met for a long time, will you live? I spent here well, classmates studied in our school in a lot of befores, go to look for them once in a while, life is just not so boring and lonely.
A is six, how difficult do you know to find your contact way? I have looked for it much with your contact way of the knowledge, none of them knows, find your family just to your contact way finally. While remembering going to your home to ask that day, your mommy asked suspiciously whether I was your girlfriend, oh It is for me not to say, fine enthusiasm, mommy of you, ask, drink tea to shout, have a meal also, have been frightened I. Probably your mommy feels I am still good, want to let me work as the daughter-in-law, ha ha
Oh yes, the engineering on vacation that I went of vacation after graduating, my mother says after coming back you have to look for me, true? Excuse me, I at that time in XX, how and family get in touch either, fight several phone go back to have no mishap only. Though family members worry about me very much, I have not told them where to want, because felt blue at that time, so is unwilling to tell, moreover, I wanted to temper oneself too, learning to grow up independently.
Know you remember we graduate the night such as party, really kind to make people cherish the memory of still. I also remember we have chorused a song, should be Liu Ruoying " later on ", I speak, OK? Oh But you are really so disagreeable in the night, finished not giving to me either at the party, you know I have much want, say to you but you with a group of discredited boys to fight much the night, has made me extremely angry, do you know how disappointed I was at that time? A is six, does not know and say you are stupid to say well you stay well, in fact in past those years, I wait for you say to me you want words those that speak inside the heart, but you to have one's ideas straightened out in pieces of wood, one say others hint you n time, give you n chance once too even, you do not hold carefully, really. Tell you a young secret, you made so angry as to cry I had for several times, oh, just you do not know. Should really be sad for you, you have not treasured carefully at all as my big such a beauty, seeing you must chase and less than the sister in the school too now, ha But my progress than you, I have been already the love, he is very kind to me, a thousand depends on one hundred suitable ones, often let me bully too, but has not bullied you much. A is six, you will bless me.
Finish reading the little and graceful letter, what can I still say? Once some things lose, can not come back again, I anesthetize oneself only with the wine, let oneself forget a burst of pain of injury inside the heart temporarily. However, really too bitter, so bitter that one's own eye socket is too moist to know at any time, perhaps time can dilute all, and I, will bless she, my dearest friend in this life sincerely - -It is small and graceful.
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