Just Kick Me When I'm Down

When Good Love Goes Bad
Well people, it seems that they love to kick you when your down...at your absolute lowest that you have or will ever be. Here is my sad story: 6 months ago a met someone who knew my situation (in a bad relationship with children involved) but said, after months of flirting and gifts, that he wanted to be with me and would wait as long as it took for me to end my 10 years of hell with guy #1. So I did that. And on Dec. 23, 2007, after guy #2 drove clear to another state just so my kid could have a certain playstation game that Santa had promised, we kissed for the first time. 4 days later, it went alot further. Alot. Everything has been absolut bliss since...until 1 week ago. He made me a mixed cd which supposedly was a timeline of our relationship so far.And then Mr. Sweet went out the door. It went from txting "i miss u" every 5 minutes to "Hey" maybe 3 times a day...no calls all weekend...staying drunk everynight...then finally, after asking over and over what the deal was, he says it's because of his job policy. Ok. Fine. At least i know. But he did it by txt message. FREAKIN TXT!!! So all i can say is this : don't fall in love with a boy 6 years younger who lives at home with his parents. Don't buy into the "i'll buy a truck with a duel cab because of the kids". Don't fall for the "I've never felt this way about anyone but you" crap. Cause that's what it is CRAP. Just words. Spoken with no forethought. So here i am. Lower than you could possibly imagine.With noone.