Ok people...I know by now you are all sick to freakin death of my whining about the ex who dumped me by text...well you're never gonna believe this...after putting me through sheer hell for weeks, after not a single word via phone/txt/internet...he txts and we start talking again...for 2 days i was the happiest i had been sice the let down, he came over...things happened...that was 2 days ago and no word since. Am I the dumbest chick on the freakin planet? How could I have let him back in? I've sent him 2 texts w/ no response. What should I do people, cause u all know i love this person more than freakin life. I won't cal. I won't text. I'll just wait. And make another playlist...

Ok, so if u guys have been reading the comments i post along with my playlist, u know by know that 2 weeks ago to the damn day i was dumped...via txt message...by the one person whom i never expected to do so...so anyway i posted some really sad sappy playlists to go along with my sad sappy mood...then last saturday night, he drunk txtd me...and me him...we r now trying 2 be friend...i think...its so freaking hard...he says he cares about me still, but his job wont let us b together...whatever..i still think that's a load, but whatever...time 2 move on...but i fell in love. And he didn't. So what do I do with that? Make a playlist?

When Good Love Goes Bad
Well people, it seems that they love to kick you when your down...at your absolute lowest that you have or will ever be. Here is my sad story: 6 months ago a met someone who knew my situation (in a bad relationship with children involved) but said, after months of flirting and gifts, that he wanted to be with me and would wait as long as it took for me to end my 10 years of hell with guy #1. So I did that. And on Dec. 23, 2007, after guy #2 drove clear to another state just so my kid could have a certain playstation game that Santa had promised, we kissed for the first time. 4 days later, it went alot further. Alot. Everything has been absolut bliss since...until 1 week ago. He made me a mixed cd which supposedly was a timeline of our relationship so far.And then Mr. Sweet went out the door. It went from txting "i miss u" every 5 minutes to "Hey" maybe 3 times a day...no calls all weekend...staying drunk everynight...then finally, after asking over and over what the deal was, he says it's because of his job policy. Ok. Fine. At least i know. But he did it by txt message. FREAKIN TXT!!! So all i can say is this : don't fall in love with a boy 6 years younger who lives at home with his parents. Don't buy into the "i'll buy a truck with a duel cab because of the kids". Don't fall for the "I've never felt this way about anyone but you" crap. Cause that's what it is CRAP. Just words. Spoken with no forethought. So here i am. Lower than you could possibly imagine.With noone.