[Updated on October 7, 2009] This is a playlist about an important male figure in my life. For about two years now, I've had this crush on him, but I've always known in the back of my mind that it wasn't reciprocated. We're still very good friends, and I've let it out and convinced him that I'm over him. Of course it's never the truth.  The first four songs are my initial reactions to his presence in my life. Some o... [+]

[Updated on October 7, 2009] This is a playlist about an important male figure in my life. For about two years now, I've had this crush on him, but I've always known in the back of my mind that it wasn't reciprocated. We're still very good friends, and I've let it out and convinced him that I'm over him. Of course it's never the truth.

The first four songs are my initial reactions to his presence in my life. Some of these are seemingly random, but there's a story behind them. For example, whenever we're listening to the radio and Drops of Jupiter goes on he always presses scan and says, "No Jupiter for you." Other songs, like Goodnight and Go, I would listen to while waiting for the bus to take me back home after studying at his apartment for the day. Bad Touch... well, you do whatever it is you do when you hear that song. Like dry-humping anything that stays still for more than 5 seconds.

It sometimes hurts to make playlists like these, but in the end it always sort of helps out :]

*thanks, Fiql, for picking my playlist!* [-]