to be listened to in order.  you walked back in even sweeter than ever before. kisses in the porchlight took me back to the butterflies and innocence of fifteen. you came back completely reloaded with a new shell, a smarter heart, a clearer head, and from the first moment i saw daylight on your face, i knew i was falling harder and further than ever before. the night air became increasin... [+]

to be listened to in order.

you walked back in even sweeter than ever before. kisses in the porchlight took me back to the butterflies and innocence of fifteen. you came back completely reloaded with a new shell, a smarter heart, a clearer head, and from the first moment i saw daylight on your face, i knew i was falling harder and further than ever before. the night air became increasingly hotter and heavier until the first time we smoked cigarettes on your porch as another sun was rising when realization of the unleashing of something bigger than myself hit me like a ton of unevenly stacked bricks. every thought of you sends me reeling into a downward spiral of messy sheets and tangled legs, but as foreign as these new grounds may be, i know that i want to explore them with you. no matter where the road takes us, i'm sticking with you, and if we get lost, we'll be lost together. six years have brought us here, and i am so excited to see where the next six will lead. what if i love you? [-]